Saturday, May 9, 2009
my life, my story ♥
9:00 AM
it's a new blog now.. anew blog, a new story, a new life!! it's been hard for me lately.. break ups.. frenz.. enemies.. family.. health.. and many many more!! it's a rough teenage life i have!! arghhhhh.. let's talk about my
break up.. he's a good guy.. but i don seem to have feelings for him dy.. i liked him.. but this feelin of mine juz fade away as time goes by.. then all i did was juz sayin tat we should be frenz.. he said i dumped him.. he cried in skul.. his frenz condamned me in facebook.. my frenz called me a playgurl.. all i can do was juz ignore.. but the more i ignore, the deeper the cut will be.. arghh.. then we move on to
frens.. my so-called 'frens' ditched me.. they jus won't talk to me lately.. but the main point is.. i don even noe wat i did wrong.. arghh! damn it.. then durin eng lesson, teacher was talkin bout 'grateful to have somethin'.. then wat they said was their top 9 or 10 frens.. and i'm very certain tat i'm not one of them.. haiy.. i wish i have the guts to ask them wat's wrong.. but i'll juz bare with it for the moment.. grrr.. now
enemies.. well.. i'm not sure why i called them my enemies.. mayb coz they're callin me the same?? haha.. they don't like me bcoz of 1 damn competition.. my class won.. then the shirt was printed wrongly.. the ex form 3's were so furious bout this.. then they went pollutin my blog.. tat's why i created a new 1 here.. but i noe one day, they'll figure it out themselves..
FAMILY!! they are the only one i can count on.. esp my sista.. she noes me better than i noe myself.. she's the closest to me in the whole world!! not to forget, my godsista.. she's also the closest to me!! hehe.. i lurv both of them so so much.. and i tell my parents about all my probz.. they seem to understand me.. they talk to me.. unlike some idiotz who noes how to condamn ppl only.. haha.. next..
health.. my state of health ain't tat good.. although i'm kinda active-you may say.. haha.. i'm havin 'scolosis'-i think i get tat spellin right.. it means tat i have a backbone tat is not straight.. i have hard times sleepin.. it's hard for me to breathe and it's very painful.. i don like taking pain killers, however.. i dunno why.. but i believe tat i might get addicted to it in the future.. so i better not start.. haha.. but i can't go for an operation either.. i'm alergic to anti-biotics.. grr.. juz a lil of it makes me faint.. haha.. i'm so weak, but still no one thinks so.. haha.. i wonder why.. i think tat's all for now.. hehe.. follow this blog if u wanna noe more bout my life, my story.. till then.. XOXO..
-amanda-