Friday, May 15, 2009
Bad Day ♥
4:49 AM
OMG!! it's a real bad day!! sob sob.. This happens in school, during the first and second period.. It goes like this.. I was sleepin during the first period (home science).. My boring teacher was teachin accounts.. I get so bored.. and fell
asleep.. then it was English period.. teacher told us to do our own work.. so, i went back to sleep.. At that moment, i heard my teacher goin "you all are big bullies" to my ex-frens-if that's how u called it?- Immediately, i
PRETENDED to sleep.. so i can hear what they said bout me.. it really hurts when they started their line.. there's this fat one who said
"you should ask her what she did first ma".. then i was thinkin wat the hell i've done so wrong.??!! then another one of them-who used to be my bestest fren said
"she talks bout us behind us".. and i still don get it.. but i'm very certain that it's me bcoz when i was pretendin, Debbie-my very close fren, and a part of that group-somehow knows that i was pretendin.. the reaction shows that they are really talkin boput me.. but all of them were facing in front accept for Deb.. it's very sad to be in this condition!!
ARGHHH!! I'M DONE WITH ALL OF YOU.. **** OFF MAN!! so what if you guys are
popular? all of you are so damn
fake!! grrr... who the hell do you think you are??? i can't even talk to my frens??- which is your too- i can't talk to her?? the way that ex-buddy of mine, looked at me.. it's as if i did a crime or something..!! she even gave me a stare! but i don seem to care bout that stupid stare she gave.. but it still cuts inside.. whatelse can i do?? i don have will to know the reason why htye wouldn't talk to me anymore! i don wanna know why eventhough it kills.. *sobs* no one can understand the painthat's in me now.. "time is the best medicine for every thing" "what ever happens, happens-it's the way i sort it out your own way!" i'm feelin much better now! thanks to this!! *smiles* chaoz..
-amanda-